20110629

And I woulda did anything for you
To show you how much I adored you
But it's over now, it's too late to save our love
Just promise me you'll think of me
Every time you look up in the sky and see a star

20110628

Alhamdulillah aku hentikan semua ni daripada getting worse.Sebab aku tak deserve a man like you. Ye, dan kau pun tak deserve aku. Memang dari awal lagi kau tak patut bercinta dengan orang macam aku.

20110623

Im still in love with you.

20110621

A great love? It's when you shed tears for him but still you care for him. It's when he ignored you but you still long for him. It's when he starts loving another, and yet you manage a smile and find the courage to say "I'm happy for you
Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours.
Aku sampai google how to surviving breakup, kamu memang hebat ;)
It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all.
I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too, even crack it a little bit?
I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you're doing, but I can't help it, cause I'm in love with you.

20110620

Sedih.Depress.Sedih.Stress.Sedih.Stress.Depress.Sakit hati.Sedih.Sedih.Sedih.Tak ada mood.Sedih.Depress.Sedih.Stress.Stress.Stress.Tension.Depress.Tension.Depress.Tak ada mood.Tak ada mood.Tak ada mood.Tak ada mood.Tak ada mood.Tension.Tension.Sakit hati.Benci.Benci.Benci.Sedih.Benci.Benci.Benci.Benci.Benci.Benci.Benci.Benci.Benci.Benci.
What do you do when you're stuck,
Because the one that you love,
Has pushed you away,
And you can't deal with the pain,
And now you're trying to fix me,
Mend what he did,
I'll find the piece that i'm missing,
But I still miss him,
I miss him, i'm missing him,
Oh I miss him, I miss him i'm missng him

And you're sitting in the front row,
Wana be first in line,
Sitting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love has still hit me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

He's the thorn in my flesh
That I can't take out
He's stealing my breath
When you're around,
And now you're trying to convince me,
He wasn't worth it,
But you can't complete me,
It's the thought that he's missing,

I miss him, I'm missing him,
Oh I miss him I miss him, i'm missing him,

And you're standing in the front row,
Wana be first in line,
Sitting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love has still hit me,
Live a broken arrow,
Like a broken arrow.

What do you do
When your hearts in two places?
You feel great but you're torn inside.
You feel love but you just can't embrace it,
When you found the right one at the wrong time.

20110617

A pencil and a dream can take you anywhere.

My formula for living is quite simple. I get up in the morning and I go to bed at night. In between, I occupy myself as best I can.

Cary Grant
Menghadapi hari hari yang mendatang seorang diri mungkin bukan idea yang begitu teruk. Mungkin aku akan lebih bersikap terbuka? Jiwa aku akan lebih terbuka untuk melihat skop skop dunia yang belum aku teroka. Bila seorang diri, baru aku lebih menghargai diri aku dan aku telah discount masalah masalah aku yang sedia ada bila aku berseorangan. Akhirnya ;) terima kasih kepada seorang kawan aku sebab telah membuka mata aku bahawa tidak ada salahnya jika aku memberi masa kepada diri aku untuk have fun. Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.

Reboot.

Sometimes you have to stand alone to prove that you can still stand.



-Anonymous

20110615

I hate everything that you are capable doing now. It is killing me somehow though we are nothing now. I hate all your stuff, my stuff. How I wish I could have the courage to burn all these memories.

I always thought I was stronger

But the truth is I don't. Or trying to be one but I don't have the power.

Listen.

WHATS THE POINT OF KEEPING ALL YOUR MESSAGES? WHY? WHY CANT MY FINGERS JUST LISTEN TO MY BRAIN SAYS. IGNORE WHAT MY HEART SAYS. THEY DON'T MATTERS ANYMORE. LISTEN TO ME DIYANA, YOU HAVE TO LET GO, LEAVE YOUR OLD SHOES

Hari ke berapa, aku malas nak kira.

You don't deserved my tears but why you always be the reason I cry? Anything that you were hiding from me all this while, are revealing,one by one. It is still amazing how I can still miss you after everything happen. I admit I am wrong for putting all my faith on you, all my trust. You throw away all the memories to me, alone, and now you can freely move on and continue your new life. It's okay for me, if you are happy then Im willing to be hurt like this :/

20110606

Perempuan ni rapuh.

20110605

X-Men First Class

the movie was great,bla..bla..bla.. aku panas panas bila tengok movie tu :))
Aku tak sedar aku ada protector selama ni. Yang dah banyak berkorban dan dah buat macam macam aku. Itu lah manusia, selalu terlepas pandang :)
Kegembiraan aku lagi sejuk dari genting highland ^_^

Aku menyesal

dengan apa yang dah aku lalui. Aku menyesal. Kalau diberikan peluang, aku tak mahu lalui fasa itu. Aku tak mahu berjumpa dengan dia, aku tak mahu. Barang barang dia aku dah seal kemas, satu kenangan pun aku tak mahu. Bukan sebab aku tak sayang, tapi kekesalan itu lebih dari kasih sayang. Aku pun tidak pasti selama ini yang dia semaikan dekat aku tu kasih sayang atau tidak.